Not Feeling Enough: A Spontaneous Insight

I always feel like a total badass or like the biggest loser. On the last post I discussed how things are usually better when their gray and not black or white. Well, as you can see finding balance is very hard to achieve. There's currently an ocean of chaos surrounding me. Now, these words I was about to type mean nothing compared to the ones being shouted in the background. 

Just like the other day, I need to have a shower and once again, I'm procrastinating. I decided to start writing because I didn't feel good enough, I feel like this a lot, we all do. Even Barbie and Ken. There are so many things I've started and haven't finished, so many things I wish to start and an infinity of things I've already done but, don't cherish. Why don't we ever seem to look at everything we've done, at everything we have. We don't realize we have them until we lose them. By the way, this last super wise-sounding phrase came to me through a TikTok I watched a couple of years ago. It has stuck with me ever since. Stop. Close your eyes. And think about all of the things you have in your life.

In conclusion, let's abstain ourselves of thinking a second about all of the things we should do and let's think about the ones we already HAVE done. Well, I hope this too honest post, that I'm not sure I should upload, has felt relatable and if you feel like you're not good enough, just don't. It's pretty unproductive, we're high achiever so we don't want that, right? I need a 'Kenough' t-shirt and you do too.